Nothing but YOU, baby.

Nothing on you
which are so precious and endearing
are in those "experiments" that i've done.

Nothing in this world
will be as fun if
you are not with me.

Nothing in this world
can be as sweet as
those hugs and kisses you gave me.

Nothing is meaningful and convincing at all
if those words and compliments
are not out from your mind, heart and lips.

Nothing in this world is safer
not even the safest place on Earth
than your cuddles, baby.

Nothing in this world
would understand me
than you do baby.

And, nothing in this world
that i would be searching for in a person
if it's not YOU, baby.

Do it or NOT?

What a pathetic life,
when you have more reasons
NOT
to have a birthday party
than having one
on your precious 21st birthday?

And you actually got yourself
a boyfriend before your birthday
because you don't want to
celebrate your precious 21st birthday
alone.

If only i have a close group of friends
that i hangout with, then i will.
I will have that ONE reason to
celebrate it.

But, NO.
I don't.
That's why i am scared
to have a birthday
as so many years what i got is
just wishes and nothing else.

People were looking forward
for their birthdays.
But i am scared
of my own
birthday.

"Nobody knows my birthday, i feel so blue."
Birthday, Rad Museum.

"It's been two weeks since I realised you are REAL."

09.08.2018 (Tuesday)

God, i am a lucky girl,
that i found my one and only Knight, Premjeet.

He is the dream i've been waiting for,
tattoos and ideas that we passionate about,
music and artist that we love,
movies and series that we shared,
even the little things proved that we are the same.

We had suffered much,
met too much wrong exes,
made too much stupid choices,
but now we found us,
got together as god blessed.

Together,
we are the deadliest Devil and Nightmare,
fearless Bonnie and Clyde,
sweetest Bugs and Lola,
and two cutest love bunnies in the whole wide world.

He love me in every way,
from how i dress,
how i talk,
how i act,
and lastly who i am.

God, i am a lucky girl,
and please make this happened,
just like this will be our last relationship,
as we walked the journey together,
and make our dreams come true till the last day comes.

                                    Cigarette, offonoff ft. Miso
                         The song that brought us together and will be forever.