Treat me like I am INVISIBLE.

01.05.16 (Sun)_

Don't give me any hope, treat me like I am invisible to you.
Enjoy, one of my favourites,

Invisible, Taylor Swift.

I still have stupid feelings to you and I feel helpless...

29.04.16 (Friday)_

I am now in a self-meditating mode...with helpless feeling in me... I hope next time I can meet the right person in my life at the right time.

对的时刻，Eunice Hoo.

Happy Birthday...

28.04.16 (Thursday)_

Today is his birthday...Saw the notifications of Facebook of his birthday, I click in to his Wall but I have no courage to post a wish for him...Maybe and maybe, I will post but Im scared that he won't give any reply or anything...I don't know what to do...
Today's recommendation, from my idol, CNBLUE...The lyrics of this song will be the words I wanna tell him now...and Happy Birthday, ljx.

Daisy by CNBLUE.

"I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about..."

27.04.16 (Wednesday)_

Looking at the post, with all the captions that you wish that she belongs to you and wish she were there with you...
"I bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about,
and she's got everything that I have to live without."- Teardrops on my guitar, Taylor Swift.

Coincidence meeting of u and me.

26.04.16 (Tuesday)_

I thought I can end this day without thinking of you, but why God let us meet each other so unexpectedly? Is it because we really have destiny to each other or is just a really normal coincidence??
Today's recommendation, from the drama I like recently, Cheese In The Trap's OST, the lyrics really did related of my feeling and what i wanted to say to him. Enjoy.

A Little More , by Sweden Laundry.

Lonely night to me, good night to you.

25.04.16 (Monday)_

Saying good night to all of you. Listening to quiet music and staring at the sky have been one of my favourite moments in a day and my life. With my personal quote, "Lonely is not scary." being alone already become part of my life. I don't feel too much anxiety, but I treat lonely as my enjoyment and accompany. With one of my favourites.

Let it go by James Bay. Enjoy and good night xxx

Perfect normal day without thinking of him.

25.04.16 (Monday)_

I hope today will be a perfect normal day without any hard feeling especially things about him. Going back to the normal life without any crush.

Today, my recommendations will be one of my favorite K-indie song. 

Sometimes I want to hug you like crazily, Autumn Vacation.

Its time to say goodbye.

24.04.16 (Sunday)_

Today, I think I should officially say goodbye to my secret crush. I never know when and how I have fall for him. Looking at his posts and know better of him are so exciting. Waiting for him to accept my friend request in Facebook was suffering. Seeing the notification of him accepting my request was so happy. Keep stalking him was so adventurous, making my mind a few times to chat with him but failed to do. Even I found out that my friend has also crushed on him. This make me really bad. Even worst, I found out that he recently post pictures with captions stated that he seems like he has a crush. Sigh...
At 18th of April 2016 (ten days before his birthday), I received a comment from him in my post in FB was so so so happy!!! He requested me to sing a song he liked and voice message him. It was Rainbow Eyes by Rainbow. I finally get to chat with him, like FINALLY!! Between that, we talk a lot (I think), he said he still remembered the time we have our duty together, this make me so happy. But right after I sent him the record, he seems cold and a bit of ignorance to me. He just left a short laugh and a thumbs up too me. I was like WHAT THE FUCK? but the happiness filled me and I thought he just maybe cool with it. But after thinking of this after that day, I am very confused. Why that he just left so short of reply to me?? Was it that my singing bad? Was it he don't like me or anything? My friends also said that why is that his reply so weird like he purposely ignore u? Or end the conversation quickly? Then on Friday (22nd of April), we met each other for the club meeting. He seems forgot our conversation, and he didn't even talk to me. We just smile and say hi (not even with voice)...I thought I can talk with him a little bit after the meeting but he straight left. I really upset and really reallyy really upset  with it. Till today, he commented my friend's post and it really did upset me and now, I feel that I should maybe put down because I don't think I have any chances in the future. Bye and thanks. 

Last, with the song he like, Rainbow Eyes by Rainbow.

The real FIRST thing.

24.04.16 (Sunday)_

Music are so real and incredible in life. To me, same as the old boring saying, music is always be part of my life. Whenever I am alone, boring, frustrated, angry, mad, lost, sad, weird(?), happy, enjoyed etc. music has always by my side. And now, I would be here to share my music to all of you which will make you guys know a better of me!

Here will be my idol’s work which I loved recently. In the album, You’re so Fine, The Season, composed by Lee Jong Hyun and sang by one and only, CNBLUE.