Today, I think I should officially say goodbye to my secret crush. I never know when and how I have fall for him. Looking at his posts and know better of him are so exciting. Waiting for him to accept my friend request in Facebook was suffering. Seeing the notification of him accepting my request was so happy. Keep stalking him was so adventurous, making my mind a few times to chat with him but failed to do. Even I found out that my friend has also crushed on him. This make me really bad. Even worst, I found out that he recently post pictures with captions stated that he seems like he has a crush. Sigh...
At 18th of April 2016 (ten days before his birthday), I received a comment from him in my post in FB was so so so happy!!! He requested me to sing a song he liked and voice message him. It was Rainbow Eyes by Rainbow. I finally get to chat with him, like FINALLY!! Between that, we talk a lot (I think), he said he still remembered the time we have our duty together, this make me so happy. But right after I sent him the record, he seems cold and a bit of ignorance to me. He just left a short laugh and a thumbs up too me. I was like WHAT THE FUCK? but the happiness filled me and I thought he just maybe cool with it. But after thinking of this after that day, I am very confused. Why that he just left so short of reply to me?? Was it that my singing bad? Was it he don't like me or anything? My friends also said that why is that his reply so weird like he purposely ignore u? Or end the conversation quickly? Then on Friday (22nd of April), we met each other for the club meeting. He seems forgot our conversation, and he didn't even talk to me. We just smile and say hi (not even with voice)...I thought I can talk with him a little bit after the meeting but he straight left. I really upset and really reallyy really upset with it. Till today, he commented my friend's post and it really did upset me and now, I feel that I should maybe put down because I don't think I have any chances in the future. Bye and thanks.
Last, with the song he like, Rainbow Eyes by Rainbow.
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