Losing sweetness, becoming tasteless.

He likes anything that is sweet,
donuts are his favourite thing.

He speaks sweetness to me,
like he spits honey to me,
makin' me having diabetes.

Maybe i fell to his honey trap,
just the way as he planned.

Now he seems fucked up,
no more sweet messages to cheer me up.

Everything became so tasteless,
without his sweetness.

Those dull and heavy texts,
contains emotional and negative words,
are just making me feeling motionless.

"You are evolving..."

I guess he is right.

With him, being like this and that,
what do you expect me to do?

A girl's love fantasy is hard to come true,
I guess mine never came true.

He is busy,
He needed money.
So I gave him time and space,
But what about me?

I am learning, adapting and evolving.
I am still new to this whole thing.
Or am I just scared that this won't happened as I think?

I'm chatting with a guy that calls me babe too,
even longer than we should.
Is this making me bad and sinful?

Whose fault, is it mine or his?
Or time, or distance, or fate?